Aesthatically Creative

OMGWTF!

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 18:22:06 GMT

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School has just reopened & everything is going ho-hum these days. Why does it feel like i'm not learning anything much benificial to my future?

On a better note, chilling out with the dudes after class & cracking incredibly lame jokes make time fly by & met up with JL who I have not seen for almost 2 years! Not forgetting shoping & makan sessions with darling dearest... Thess pictures have been taken the past few days. 3 megapixels isn't working out in this age anymore. Time to get a DSLR!!!!

Joel sniggering @ seemingly nothing

Whatcha' smiling about!?

JL engrossed in his favourite hobby

Ed & the street urchin

What am i even holding? *puzzled

DINING @ WARAKU

Browsing the "not-so"delectable menu

Waiting patiently...

$10,000

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 17:33:37 GMT

I still can't believe i won $10,000. 10 fucking grand. Just by eating McDonalds.

The film crew just came today & got the picture, video done. I look like an idiot.

Just hope nobody recognises me. =X

The Hyperbole of Reality

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 07:19:51 GMT

Can't wait to officially start up my clothing label soon. It's a great chance for me to further explore the creative realms. This space has been left untouched for so long, the days gone like a memoir lost in the vortexes of life.

"Just like the white wing dove
sings a song, sounds like she's singing:
Oooo baby Oooo say Oooo"

The way time flies...

Fri, 01 May 2009 20:39:18 GMT

It's funny how as human beings, we all take time for granted when we actually have so little of it to go by. Into my holidays for almost a week & what better time to think than now.

As i was trawling through my old pictures just the other night, i realized how much change i have been through. We all grow up & as we do, things start to look different, we have a new perception of the past & everything becomes hilarious.

Not only me, but the people around me have changed so drastically that sometimes, i just don't recognise them anymore. It's all whizzing by, taking ages in the moment, but a split second in reminince. Wonderful, innit?

"Little Wing" by Jimi Hendrix

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 06:25:00 GMT

Well shes walking through the clouds
With a circus mind thats running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
Thats all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.

When Im sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
Its alright she says its alright
Take anything you want from me, anything
Anything.

Fly on little wing,
Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing

Beautiful lyrics to a beautiful song...

The Starless Sky

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 16:54:21 GMT

The black & starless sky, stares back at me from behind the flats
Things are running through my mind, an image of children playing on dusty mats
My mind wants to be blank but yet is filled with thoughts i'd hate to comprehend
Maybe i'm staring too much at the archless sky, maybe lights right around the bend...

The black & starless sky, stares back at me from behind the flats
What does it feel like to be in another's shoes, something i would like to know
But if i knew, then what would be, if i was dealt another blow?
Maybe i'm staring too much at the archless sky, maybe it's for God to show...

- Han

Wanderlust II

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:26:08 GMT

OKAY! So after school today, went to Containart Pavilion with Joel to explore more of the Biennale 2008! I mainly went for "The Art of the T" exhibition but it was a disappointment!...

"Containart Pavilion" by Shigeru Ban

Ain't it an organic beauty!?

So anyways, this temporary building/structure, was created by Shigeru Ban to house much of Singapore's arty-farty stuff. It's made from recycled cardboard & shipping containers which were donated by APL. (as if the LARGE logos weren't obvious enough!)

LOOK HOW TEENY JOEL IS NEXT TO IT!

Alrightyyy, so just outside of the Containart Pavilion was this art piece titled: "Flight". It was awe-inspiring, i gotta tell ya! Massive, it is! See for yourselves~

"Flight" by Alfredo-Juan & Maria Isabel Aquilizian

So, it was basically this MASSIVE field of sticks, with a slipper gorged to the top. You could actually walk into the exhibit & that was the awesome part!!!

Help me! The impaled slippers cried~ T_T

Against the backdrop of office 'scrapers (how pretty~)

& just for you to see how HUGE each stick was, i stood next to it (imagine being impaled through one of 'em huge-ass satay sticks!!!!)

Gosh, it was TALL...

Yeah, & ummm... So anyways, we finally walked into the CP building.

Upon entering, you'll be greeted by this HUMONGOUS in-your-face mural. Say's something about why & how the place was built (half-arsed to really read it...)

So just below it are some benches, chairs & tables. This is supposedly also an artwork, titled: "Wonder Wrap" by Gary Carsley.

"Wonder Wrap", Gary Carsley (2008)

Nope, he ain't part of the art work...

Yea & going on, we came across this shipping container with a black curtain covering it... I was intrigued as i heard weird noises coming from it...

?????????????????????????????

So, i slowly peeled open the curtains & voila, it was actually another art pieces (video) titled: "Floating" by Yuan Goang-Ming.

"Floating" by Yuan Goang-Ming

Next up, "Location(6)" by Hans Op de Beeck. Very, very cool exhibit. You had to walk into this white carpeted tunnel & at the end of it, you get to sit down on white beanbags & look out a few windows...

The Entrance

Venturing into the icy-looking tunnel, you'll see a snowy vista which looked absolutely realistic i tell ya:

2 of the 3 small windows in the observatory

Gosh, see how realistic that is!!??

& finally, "The Art of the T" exhibition, which was a MAJOR disappointment!!!! I expected it to be a large air-con museum to admire the artwork on the tees, but all it was is 6 no air-con boxes!!!! I only took pictures of the "I <3 Rock N' Roll" section/box, but the other 4 were boring...

"The Art of the T" entrance (1 of 6)

Rock legends of yesteryears'

ACDC-inspired apparel

& off we went... but please go take a look for yourselves as there are a few exhibits that i didn't take pictures of, either because they were too scary/creepy or i felt it was BORING...

This ain't the end, i still have more Biennale 2008 to experience. So look out for a "Wanderlust III" like seriously soon!

Wanderlust

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 19:28:49 GMT

It's been probably nearly 3 months since LaSalle started; about 4 weeks more till the end of semester 1 of Interactive Art.

It's been much nicer than my days in NYP & i'm actually motivated enough to complete my homework & assignments on time. I really feel that i'm developing my artistic potential more & more each passing day. What i REALLY want now, is to successfully start up F.A.D.E Designs. BUT, it hasn't been real easy...

What i've learnt fairly recently, is that things take time to form. I can't just expect to pull a few friends in & expect it to work fast. Ideas take time to develop... & not everyone can commit the time & effort. But i'm confident that the next time, i will succeed!!!

& what is with this sudden feeling of wanderlust? i just feel like going everywhere & seeing everything... & i really, seriously hope to form up my design crew seriously soon...

But HOHO, i'm going to start up a side-label with a friend of mine soon. it's gonna be a 2-person team. Damn, do i want my own tee-shirts!

Anyways, been to the SG Biennale 2008 yesterday. Was pretty awesome.

Cover's 3 venues: City Hall, South Beach Development & SG Flyer
Pricing: $5 for students & $10 for everyone else. SG Flyer is a seperate $25.
Inc. of a Biennale 2008 Guide Book ($6 otherwise.)

I've only been to the City Hall venue & some of the exhibits were seriously awesome. Pity i only took a picture of 1 exhibit as i was too busy exploring the place!!!! "Maggots" was huge plastic maggots crawling & squirming all over the floor & stairs of City Hall. Man, that was seriously awesome. I mean, how often do you see huge bugs crawling all over the floor. (even though they're fake!)

Ben-David, Zadok, Blackfield, 2008

This exhibit was very well made. It's basically this field of immaculately-made paper flowers that were coloured on one-side & black on the other. The artist wanted to create an impression that things are not what they seem. When you look at it, it's a field of beautiful & blooming flowers. But on the other side, it's burnt & scorched. Show's you how 2D the world really is...

The Black Side

The Coloured Side

Pardon the picture quality, broke ass & only have a 3 mpx cell-phone =(

Oh & furthermore, there is another exhibition happening @ Containart Pavilion titled: "The Art of the T".

The coolest of the bunch! I haven't been there yet but as i'm in the midst of doing some fashion designing, i've so gotta go!~

Yeah, so anyways... that's all i've got. School yet again coming monday & i've yet to do much on my Major Project. But thankfully, Creative Writing presentation is over! Was a mad rush to get it done, but managed to pull through anyhoo...

Time to put my heart into doing things & not leave the around...! Bless me!~

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:45:30 GMT

Finally, i got my hair cut really short...

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6 weeks on...

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 15:50:13 GMT

6 weeks. 1.5 months. Time really does fly. It's been that long since school had started & it all seemed like yesterday. I'm currently in the midst of my term break.

So recently, i had the time to reminince... about many things: life, friendship & love. Many feelings/emotions started flowing through me & it felt weird... My life isn't the same anymore, what with the different school & new surroundings.

But i like it now, NO, i LOVE it now.

Friends, they come & go. Some whom i used to be so close to, have now vanished into the mist, of something called LIFE. & my love, after 1 year, is still by my side.

Recently, i came upon an idea of starting a "design group", but trying to get it up & going is tougher than i did imagine. Perhaps it's the people i recruited, but yet, things didn't exactly go as i plan. It was my brainchild, i wanted to do something that fell into my interest radar & spoke volumes. I guess this has to be put on hiatus at the moment... *sigh*

The days are passing so quick

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 16:20:46 GMT

It's already the 3rd week of school & i'm amazed at how fast time FLIES. It felt just like yesterday that i was working @ Starbucks, felt like 2 days back when i went for my portfolio workshop & now here i am, 3 weeks into sem 1 & loving it.

Time spent with darling dearest was very endearing & fun. How i wish we could be happy everyday & never ever argue again...

Love.

Twinkies.

Stars in my eyez.

Went many places with baby after school, movies & eating. Watched Meet Dave (very funny comedy!) & The Love Guru (horrible...) recently. Times are moving so fast i can barely catch up.

So anyways, i'll be back to doing whatever i'm doing.

The official start of school... AGAIN.

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 15:52:45 GMT

Started school today. I've had 6 months off ever since i left NYP. The 6 months did past pretty fast now that i think about it, but yet they somehow felt like wasted time. I'm real lucky i could shave a year off & jump straight to Level 1.

Speaking of school, it's time to start afresh & really get my room prepped up. Currently on my room makeover list are good & sturdy book/cd shelves from IKEA. I need to get organised fast...

I'm still lost in school & i don't even know where everything is. It's so new & confusing... Had IIMA lecture 1st thing in the morning & i actually missed my tutorial class. After that was an open panel discussion on topics that influence us on our thinking. Very deep & profound, but i like.

Till i get used to everything & the system; good luck to me!

The Dark Knight

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:58:18 GMT

The Dark Knight is the most hyped movie of this summer. Starring Christian Bale, the late Heath Ledger & Maggie Gyllenhaal among others, this movie is touted to be "The Best Super-hero movie ever!" by critics & avid fans.

This direct sequel to 2005's "Batman Begins" stars a returning Christian Bale as the titular hero, Batman. The story follows Batman as he tries to take down the many criminals & syndicates of Gotham City. In this movie, The Joker (Heath Ledger). Expect to see many thrilling car chases & action sequences. Of course, a generous sprinkling of CGI too.

I've booked my tickets since last week, in order to get the best seats. I can say, this is one of my most anticipated movies ever! It releases today so catch it in the theatres while it's H-O-T!

I will update this post with a review after i'm done watching it.

In the meanwhile, here are some of my fave quotes from the movie:

"Why So Serious?"
"I believe in Harvey Dent."
"I'm gonna put a smile, on that face of yours...!"
"You're just a freak... Like me! Muahahahaha...!"

So yeah, i just got back from viewing "The Dark Knight" & i can say it lived up to the hype. The movie ran quite long, at roughly about 2.5 hours. It was an entertaining ride with many twists & turns that keep you guessing.

As expected, the late Heath Ledger did a wonderful job in portraying the mad sociopath, "The Joker". His acting was superb & he really made "The Joker" into a horrifying yet realistic character. He was great as the main villain of the movie.

Another villian, "Two Face", also makes an appearence here. Portrayed by Aaron Eckhart, he wasn't as interesting as "The Joker", but does well in diverting the viewer's attention away from the main villain & plot.

All in all, a superb action-movie that fans of "Batman Begins" have to watch. Go see it now!

Rated: 8.5/10

Sunset Grill & Pub

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 18:12:12 GMT

Went with baby today to have our dinner @ Sunset Grill & Pub located deep inside Seletar Air Base. The journey there was ardious & long but it was worth it for the atmosphere & stomach-swelling portions of food.

The food is southern-american style (a classic!) with stuff like barbequed baby-backs, grilled chix & buffalo wings. The sides were stuff like fried button mushrooms (so fresh the juices were dripping!), calamari's & mini-burgers (juicy & yummy!). A classic drink order would be chilled Tiger Beer or a variety of other Lager Beers.

The sunset was beautiful & we managed to catch a plane landing. Fireworks were also seen in the distance (NDP prep.). The walk out during the night was in certain parts, creepy but mostly relaxing & pleasent. (w/ several dead creatures along the way...)

I've got a few pictures of it & will post it up once i get it from darling.

Something got me thinking

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 17:27:24 GMT

Some recent events have made me thing: Is it good being alone? I guess, it's 2 things: it makes you appreciate company more & 2nd, it makes you more of a leader...

People have let me down, people have made me think in a different light. Imagine travelling to an unknown place; alone. Scary it is, but once you're used to the place, won't it be just a routine? & when you come back to that same place with a group of people, no doubt you will be the leader of the pack. Hmmm...

Just a random & probably inane thought... =)

Time moves @ the speed of light...

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 05:26:43 GMT

Yesterday wasn't such a great day for a reason: i had my Typhoid(?) jab. My arm was really sore & ached bad. These days have been spent on going to lessons for the job with Ash @ Commonwealth. Boy, are the lessons boring!

I've got a photo-taking session later on @ LaSalle for the student card. Another session of boring lessons later on @ 6pm. I'm so not looking forward to that...

Edit: Wasn't able to attend lesson in the end as Ash & I were late for 30 mins. We were sent off & met up with Ed for a meal @ MS... So, lesson has been re-scheduled. Bummer...

Lying underneath the skies of lust...

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 05:01:13 GMT

Recently, i had the chance to look back upon some old photographs that i took in the past. I chuckled at a few & all the memories seem to cram themself back into my head. Some reminded me of happy times, some reminded me of the sad moments. But memories they were, like a black/white reel.

There were tons of photos taken with friends, from 2 years to a year back. I was smiling in some, not so smiling in some. There were some particular photos taken with someone, who used to be a really good friend of mine, that i wish i hadn't taken. Back then, i thought friendships would last... Recently, not wanting to give up the friendship, i called this particular person just for a casual chat. The conversation went like:

Me: Hello, is this XXX?
XXX: Not free now.*hangs up*

After that call, i've drawn this particular friendship to a conclusion, something that i should have done long ago. Sometimes, you can see through someone in their eyes(something i've recently learnt, regrettably not sooner...). I've made quite a number of new friends & when school starts, even more.

Over this amount of time, i've filtered out who really deserves my friendship & who doesn't. To be honest, i'm not someone who takes friendships lightly. If you're my friend & someone i trust, if you have any problems or things you need to share, i will listen & help even at 3am in the morning. To all my buddies out there (you know who you peeps are...), i've got much adoration & respect to you. To all the ex-buddies & detractors: Fuck you people & go to hell!

Darling & I haven't been to too much lately, except watching some good films & simply chilling out. I love you baby!

Work starts next week & i'm telling myself i haven't gotten enough rest. 4th August couldn't come any sooner...

Friendships don't mean shit to me.

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 16:35:13 GMT

Life is a contradicting cycle of events. Things happen and change so seamlessly, like summer to spring or autumn to winter. Yes, i'm currently broaching on the subject of friendships and why they don't mean jack-shit to me...

THE AWAKENING
Recently, i've been awakened to an idea. That friendship doesn't go by how many years you know someone. Case in point, a friendship i had running for 10 years seemingly isn't worth anything now at least in my opinions. It used to be "hey bro, let's hang out somewhere, maybe grab a drink and just... chill". Now, it's "where we headed? give me a full detailed plan & i'll see if i'm interested."

I mean, that ain't a way to go about & i'm definitely not pointing fingers. I understand everyone leads their own life & make their choices in life, but i do always try to keep long-term friendships going... Enough of the rambling here though.

On an interesting note, i made a really cool buddy quite recently, a really awesome dude; goes by the name of Ash. We have uncanny & similar interests (detest animal cruelty but think Bear Grylls is way awesome \|||/) We both love music & hate dorks to a T. [no offense to dorks though, just a personal preference;)]

On yet another high-pitched note, baby & yours truly been going many places & seeing so many things. We were so caught up & blur that we even forgot our 11 months anni omg! (p.s thankfully we remembered on the day itself =)

Time flies damn fast really & i think school shall start before i know it. Awesome innit!!?? (well, maybe not.)
Just looked through some of my old pics & laughed @ quite a few. Maybe i shall upload some of them just for fun hoho!~
I'm really a pissed bored boy in truth though ~(o^_^o)~

Peace to I and I & all you bredrens out there. Seen!

The diary of the candy addict

Thu, 29 May 2008 16:44:49 GMT

May 29th 2008

Golly joy! Guess what i've got in the mail today? Yep, sweet succulent candy that i ordered. Lollypop's to be exact! And... Not just any Lolly you can buy on the streets, but a very WEIRD flavored version! ... MAPLE-BACON Lollypop's!!!!!!

Yes, you read it right... Succulent pieces of bacon, enshrouded in hardened maple syrup... drooling yet?

(Pardon if the pictures are blurry, i've got a real shoddy camera.)

The cute packaging... (Environmentally friendly too!)

The yummy lollies & the delightful packaging!

Blurry picture but notice the bacon pieces within...

REVIEW
You're most probably thinking: "Maple-bacon!? Yuck!". But i'll have to prove you wrong. I purchased this candy from LOLLYPHILE, a San Fran, California based lollipop manufacturer. They're a bunch of creative and zappy people who produce lollies that you won't see in shops, weird lollies that you would never have thought of. Currently on their website, 2 products are being offered, [Maple-bacon] as well as [Absinthe] (a kind of hard liquor).

The first time i pop the delightfully attractive lollies in my mouth, the taste of bacon hit me. The bacon can be tasted very distinctly at first bite. As i sucked at the lolly, the syrupy sweetness of the maple slowly drifted along with the salty bacon. The taste was: WEIRD!

As you suck & slowly devour, the taste actually turns succulent and sweet, not tart. It was a taste explosion, my mind couldn't even differentiate the bacon from the maple and it just became a mis-mash of taste. It was, ummmm...YUMMY!~

In conclusion, if you are adventurous and are willing to try something EXTRAORDINARY, this is a culinary delight. If you are not comfortable with any lollypops besides the usual fruity flavours, then this won't float your boat. An advice though: don't eat too much as the flavor gets sickening in large amounts.

Rating - 7.5/10 (Good)

Stop drooling already!... Personal life wise, been hanging with Ed the last few days, starbucks & makan-sessions. Talk-a-lotta-crap is what we do. Life's been pretty mundane for me with no school going on... Baby boo been having McD's a lot lately (stupid GapBuster!), and i've been sleeping too late!

Enjoy life people!~ And save the earth!

A new beginning...

Tue, 13 May 2008 18:21:29 GMT

Dum dum dum... I got a call today that i've officially entered LaSalle SIA. Hooray for me! =) Next week, i have a Level 1 interview arranged for "Interactive Art". I seriously hope i get into that, wasted 2 years of my life already and i don't want to waste it anymore. I guess it's time to start afresh after what i've been through the past 2 years, i've gotta say: I'm more motivated and inspired than ever before.

It's an arts school, where ideas flow, so i hope i can develop my creativity and all of that stuff. To be quite honest, Poly life wasn't doing anything for me. I just didn't like it. Technicalities left and right, repeating this & that. How bad and hectic is it?

Well, i'm glad. It's a breath of fresh air and i got the road all planned ahead of me. It's OK to start slow, at least you'll have things marked out and there's a goal. To people, i may look like i've wasted my life, but i'll say that my past experiences have made me smarter and more motivated than ever before. I see things differently now and i can't wait to start!

Wish me luck!!!~

Bumming around...

Fri, 02 May 2008 17:21:07 GMT

So, today my good buddy decided to bum over for the night to get some video-gaming on. Pretty awesome i think, haven't actually had a gaming marathon session in a long time. Yeah, it's my hobby, i'm just a freaking geek. I have the absolute most boring life in the world, seriously!

So, GTAIV aka Grand Theft Auto 4 has been keeping me up all day since 29th of April. It's such a freaking awesome game and it's just like any action blockbuster you'll see in the cinemas. Great storyline and amazing gameplay! I'm hooked on it like crystal meth.

P.S. Baby, i've called and you're phone is enagaged, i miss you so... =( Your dad says you're asleep but i hope not, feels weird not chatting with you before bedtime. I love you. <3

A very geeky day

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 10:30:50 GMT

Spent the whole day playing GTA IV which was released yesterday. Best graphics i've seen so far on my Xbox 360. Definitely a must-buy video-game for any 360 or PS3 owners. The gameplay is uber realistic, the reactions surreal. Now all that's left is Guitar Hero 3. Awesome!~

Rescue me...

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 14:13:49 GMT

My home is a warfare zone. It feels tense, awkward and even un-welcoming. In fact, right as of now, it's booming loud just outside the confines of my bedroom door. I feel horrible. I close my door once i get home, i'm afraid. Afraid of what? Afraid of becoming a victim of this warzone, and the sad truth is, it's right outside my bedroom door.

A fighting family, a headache and a shitload of un-happiness. I feel mindfucked right now, and i wish i can grow wings and just jump out my bedroom window. It's dreary, what is going wrong.

It's unfair. My mom defends my brother everytime he gets a scolding/beating. When i used to go through that, not a word from her. Nothing. It's unfair and i feel like such a shit...

It's all going downhill and sometimes, i wish that i had a very happy and joyful family. One that would support me in whatever i do. One that would let me be the person i want to be. But i realize that not only are these wishes inplausible, it's unbelievable.

"The lights would not guide you through,
They're deceiving you...
Don't run"

If you are in the benefit of having a good and welcoming home/family. Just treasure it. Be glad luck tide you through...

Time really soars...!

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 17:19:26 GMT

So i just came back, from an outing. A so-called "Last Outing", at least for a very long time. My dear friend, JM, my punk rock buddy is going to NS already... Time really soars. It's been a short year since i knew the dude. I still remember the first time we hung out.

So we were talking, over a nice drink, over the future and what lies ahead... Well, to him, his future was rather bleak. Was he intending to further pursue his studies or do something entirely different with his life? We all came to the same conclusion: DIFFERENT.

You know how Singapore is: Slow cultured and straight-laced. People go through the tandems of life, starting from Primary School and working their way up to JC and beyond. To the adults, this is LIFE. But thankfully, i don't think that way. Let's just say JM decided to lead his future life, not working 9 to 5's, but having a mohawk, serious bling, e-guitar & rocking the stage.

At least time flied for me: I went through heart-aches and sorrow, to finding out LOVE. I went from being solo to having a bunch of really cool people to call friends. I went to difficult stages, with another coming my way...

My life is now at a turning point: No more NYP, LaSalle awaits. Time to start afresh and proper~

If there is anyone out there, who look at their life bleakly, just because others tell them that their route is wrong, TRUST YOURSELF 'CAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, YOU'LL SMILE AT THEM AND SAY: This, my friend, is life!~ ;)

A life is just a tragedy waiting to be told...

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 15:37:52 GMT

Sometimes, you just want to scream "Fuck you" to everyone you see. Sometimes, even the most important thing in your life can suddenly abandon you. I live through the fucking shitty tragedies, but thankfully, i survive them.

It's so irritating when i think of it, but i continually submerse myself in them. The nagging feelings, the horrible headache and everything that causes life to be such a worthless entity. Life becomes or = worthless. I wish tragedies were material, so i could absolutely DESTROY it!

It's just gnawing at your brains, trying to get you to spill them out for the world to laugh at, afterall, who doesn't laugh at tragedy. As said: "One man's trash is another man's treasure". Your loss, my gain. Absolutely works that way, which further proves that life is just an over-rated piece of garbage, and don't say anything about life being kind and stuff cause it absolutely isn't. It's just pure shit.

I feel like smashing my keyboard, my computer and heck, even myself. Envision a tunnel, driven by nothing but black, ain't much of a tunnel anymore huh?

"Killing yourself day by day
yet everyday i say
give tomorrow one more chance
but tomorrow just makes me pray

As yet, i tell myself, that everything can turn
but guess what, i don't, all i do is just fucking burn
hopes are made for the hopeless, all i can do is sigh...
when, oh when, oh when i ask, would tomorrow finally be mine."

Fucking shit.